Each day when we get up all of the self help shows Oprah, Dr Phil, or many of the religions of the world say that we are supposed to get to start each day of our life anew. New opportunities and wonderful new things to enjoy. I wish that I could say that I was one of those people that has believed that. But lets be honest if there is an option I am going to take the depressed people pleasing way. It started at a young age and if I am being honest with myself then I would have to say that I ha...